In all honesty

I feel bad for saying the things I said.


but then again, I don't feel that bad to apologize.

"She thinks she's the bigger person." - NT
Hm, if you're thinking that. You can be the bigger person. I don't mind. Go ahead!

gots to admit though. You're right. *starts the infamous slow clap* I was being fake. and that's really the only thing i feel bad about. i heard a lot, a lot, a lot of things and frankly they annoyed me.

I won't get into it, it's too much. A novel about you.. hm, not going to be a bestseller! And I just don't want another "in response to Victoria" novel about me, ya know ya know! : ) You're just not worth the words.

But, I shouldn't be fake right?! Tahahah, I have to admit you are a little bit worth it. That's why I blogged about you! ; )

PS, I still think YOU'RE cute! And that picture is still very cute! Trust me. Afterall, I'm being on thaaa real now.

So it's like this now?

Best friends. Yeah, we are. However at times, at a lot of times, it seems as if you're so apathetic about things. Like you don't care, at all. Chicks over dicks. I'm a huge supporter of that phrase. Guys come and go, but we'll remain. but if you don't give a damn, I feel as if I shouldn't either.

I'm sorry I was being quite the b-word the other day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTINE QUACH!

Look how dark you were. ^^^^^

Happy birthday Kristine Quach. I lovee you and miss you so sosoososososososo much! Too bad Steph and I don't have webcams. WE COULD THROW YOU A VIRTUAL PARTY. loveeeee yaaaaa

feverrrrr!

Pretty gowns are always blog worthy.

MY HUSBAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

While watching the Barbara Walters Special, my mom called me from downstairs. "ARE YOU WATCHING THE JONAS BROTHERS?!" (cause they were on) Me - "no....." Mom- "yeahhh! Which one do you like?" I was silent. How awkward it is to talk about cute boys with her! Mom, in her thick Cambodian accent- "Aw, the youngest one has diabetes. How sad. He's the cutest one." Tehehehehhe! My mom and I have similar taste!

I told my mom I wanted to marry Dev Patel. She said I was gross for thinking such things at an early age. Gross, mom? Really? is that the best you can do? : ) She also said that Indians are dominating. Uhhh, double u - tee - eff ? ahaha

"The sun don't come out for many, like Annie"

While eating at Pechanga's buffet, a large group of Indians walked past us.
My mom thought she was quite hilarious by saying, "Hey look, it's Slumdog Millionaire." She started laughing to her own joke while the rest of us just stared at her and shook our heads.

I swear, she was not drunk.
And another thing I swear by is that it's not hereditary... well, I hope not.

Yes, I should be working on USH

I saw this picture and decided that it is blog-worthy.

I love Anne Lebowitz. I just want to intern for her one day.

^^ not one of her best works, but it's Dev Patel, c'mon!!!!

I esp. love her Disney portraitss. gorggggggggggg!

I want to pursue something in the arts field. Will I be supported by my parents? Probs not. Will I be successful as Lebowitz? Or even my other fave: Giles Bensimon?!?!

I dont know :(((( What should I do? w/out my parents, i won't be able to afford the actual pursuing of photography!

Rambom Ramblings:

1) Took pics for photoggg. I officially love where I live. Sure, it's far, but it's in its own little world. The hills (not-so-big hillls) are amazing and (something rare in Cali) green! It's kindaaaaa my own humble abode.

2)The weekend is over. Productive? Not so much. Typed up part of my "book". Relaxing? By all means, YES! I loved that Steph slept over. We didn't do anything actually... in fact, we wasted a whole day by watching The Real Housewieves of Orange County/New York...... Well, that's all I remember doing. Oh yeah, and Push. Which was good! I recommend

3) I miss that feeling. You know, taking a little extra time to get ready. The butterflies. The eagerness for him to call. Yeeeah, "You're craving man!" -STu. I know :'( I am!

Current obsession

1) SNL's Andy Samberg

lovebug?

I think lovebugs are in season this year, thanks to the Jonas Brothers. My cousin came home from kindergarten sporting a "I'm a Lovebug!" hat on Thursday. She's disgustingly cute. : ) Valentine's Day. You either hate it or you love it. I've come to accept it. This year, I love it. It's one day out of 365 days where everyone is cheery and clearly bitten by the lovebug.

I really did not want you to know. I wanted it on the DL, but am I that obvious? I don't want anything to happen. So not ready.

Stephanie is here. We're really bored. My mom is being a lazy butt. But then again, so are we. : )

end of the week-itis

I'm digggin' ^


Brian, Brian, Brian. Why must you do the things you do? : (
now it's just Awkward.

"You're awkward!" - Brittany N.

I am pro at getting myself into awkward moments.

And I've never used so many "awkward's" in one blog.

This week = beautiful : ) I've never been so happy with my schooling. so proud, so proud. There, I just gave myself a pat on the back. I'm so excited for tomorrow! Fam portraits and StephK is sleeping over. I haven't seen her in a million years, practically. I am not kidding or over-exaggerating.

I don't want to be mean but.

I don't think I can ever like you again. Never ever ever never ever. Maybe I grew up. Maybe I changed. Well, something happened during this super long break. When we started talking, I honestly thought I was going to like you again, but now.. I ain't feeelin' it. I was literally waiting for it to come back, but nothing happened. Weird, but am I officially over you? I think so. Wow, how weird..ever since the eighth grade.. It's been what? 3-4 years? It's a bit trippy. I'm gettin' used to it.

A lot of people are happy that I'm over you. Like seriously over it. Built a bridge and walked over it. But, they never saw what I saw in you, what I fell for. They don't understand.


"It's not you, it's me" Haha I mean, I love being your friend, don't get me wrong.


Well, I'm just proud of myself. I'll find someone else.

Summer on my mind

Summer is four months away, but you know me, I'm quite the planner.
And I am in love with this bathing suit.
Now all I need in this life is that bod and that tan to go with it.


If I had the guts (physically and mentally) I would buy this little black number.

Thanks Kristine for getting me started on bikini season : )

You're so vain

My fave WF picture. =)
*Rest are on my MySpace.*

Second semester: I'm feeling quite positive! I think I can make it. Straight A's? Probs not. I'm aiming for something really close. We'll see. Keep your fingers crossed for me!

You're mean. You're a jerk. You're brash. You're not as tall as I like.

but still :) maybeeeeee!

DISCLAIMER:
I don't like VHudgens, but I really like "Hook It Up".


There's nothing to blog about.

oh yeah. Steph and I are diagnosed with GND-itis. :)