Monday, December 29, 2008

I will.

I finally did something in the "working out" zone. We went hiking at Sierra Madre. It wasn't intense until I started running uphill... I'm so out of shape, dude. Anyways, it was beautiful! Took some pics vv.

I have a new 09 goal: I'm going to write a children's book and hopefully have it published by the summer. I know, super ambitious goal, right? So far, I have two stories in mind and one story in the midst of the writing process. Well, hopefully I could make it. I love writing. Hm, I think it's possible with the help of Susie and Kana. They're going to help me with the publishing process. Honestly, I don't know what's going to come out of it. If nothing happens, that's okay. I'm excited for the whole publishing stage. Kana said that I need an agent so she's going to help me look for one... after I finish. Yikes! Wish me luck =)

So, I'm watching The City. I really like it! I've always wanted to live in the Meat Packing District. The Gaslamp Quarters is very reminiscent of it. + Whitney's style is amazing.


Thursday, December 25, 2008

Let Me Sign

Broken she
Has her arms twisted
Is pointing at me
I'll stand, but I ain't coming
Over as she
She spoke with a voice
That struck at the sky
She said, "come on over
Bittersweet I'll wrap you in my arms"
And she said,
"Let me sign"
"Let me sign"

Boy, he's a good singer.

The Wackness

I think I miss you.
The more I pull out, the more I want in.

Why am I so contradicting?

just as how I hate the color red,

but want a red mini cooper.

you should know.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008


Eversince Monday, I've been eating such unhealthy things: chips, ice cream, cup o' noodles (I EVEN TRIED THE CHEDDER CHEESE FLAVORED ONE...), chocolate bars, cookies, pasta, etc. I ate a Hershey Cookies and Milk bar at 1:30 am this morning! Steph was here since Sunday and we just pigged out to celebrate winter break, but I think we should stop before we go back to school with 10 lbs in our butts and thighs. Yesterday at 3pm, we fell into a food coma and slept for 2 hours. How unhealthy is that? So we went walking at 5 around my neighborhood and tried looking for cute boys, but I don't think they were home... either that or I live in a complex with old people. So, Get Smart is one funny flick. I recommend it to all. I love Steve Carrell and Anne Hathaway!!

So I have to get started with my Christmas gifts; I'm so behind.

I love Kristine and Stephanie T. :)

Do you ever get the feeling that you sincerely want to move on but you're stuck in this tar pit? Why is that? I wonder if I honestly want to move on or if I'm just telling myself to do so.

Monday, December 22, 2008

Breathe easy

I've noticed that our lives and our society are extremely fast paced. It seems to me that we need more and we're just rushing to get to the next level. For what, though? What's the sole purpose that drives us to do so? Is it self-glorification, self-satisfaction? The competition? The selfishness that keeps you at the top? It doesn't seem like people are content with what they currently have. Just as quickly as something new comes out, it fades away, like many other fads. We need more. We need that new job promotion, that salary raise, that new gadget. When it's all said and done, nothing is going to matter anymore. Honestly, I think we should just stop and stand still. No more rushing to that next appointment, no more cramming in unnecessary things.

The holidays are going by way too quickly. Christmas is on Thursday and it doesn't feel like it. It's so rushed; I just need to breathe and cherish this moment. Why is it that summer seems like forever but winter's just a small fragment of our year? Christmas has become so commercialized, it lost its true meaning. I've caught myself caring about what to buy for people for presents' sake, not because I actually care about them or what's worst is that I care about what I want more than other people's needs. I thank God that I have my family though. They keep me sane in the midst of all this chaos.

Sunday, December 21, 2008


So for my birthday:
karaoke + BYOFood : )

Well, hopefully. I didn't talk to my mom about it yet.
+ the time and date is TBA 'cause I don't know when Kristine's coming down.

What I REALLY REALLY want though is a photobooth at my party.
but it's too expensive.

I'm afraid my party's going to be clique-y, thoughhhh. It's 'kay.
If you're not going to have fun, be my guest.

+ steph's going to come!!

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Current obsessions:

1) Mel Kadel

2) Peaches and Pixie Geldof

3) Embroidery floss
4) Sperry Topsiders
5) Will Ferrel

I'm fucking tired. I just finished watching The House Bunny. Weak plot, but super cute.

**Excited for :

Gravity can bend the time

My mom is extremely contradicting. She hates buying things for people and excuses it by saying "We have no money!" in her thick Cambo accent. But when we go shoppping, she would buy things for herself and me. She doesn't give me an allowance so I can't buy gifts on my own. Why can't we just spend a little on other people, you know?

Anyways, I love Loehmanns! They have the best designers for soooo cheap. I got a leather jacket for $30 from $130. gaaah and a french connection cardi for $14! Sorry, deals make me excited.

I care for you, I do. But not to the point where I like you. Do you know what I mean?

The All Star Lights are really cute.
My new obsession: LMFAO, the band<3

Friday, December 19, 2008


Yes, it's finally winter break. I think I've waited for this day since the first day of school. Thanks Amy for the JB book! Hm, winter assembly was okay. And I asked him :') THE MOST NERVEWRACKING THING I HAVE EVER DONE IN ALL OF MY 16-ALMOST17-YEARS! I wish he was more enthusiastic about things though. G'daaaaaamnnn it's okay. I'm happy.

So now all I need: a dress, shoes, hair/makeup ideas, MONEY (cause I don't want him to pay)

Balboa was alright. I watched "How the Grinch Stole Christmas" @ the Old Globe. Man! today's all Dr. Suess'ed outttttttt.

Man, I really like Demi's voice! I think she's prettty talented.

the best pop culture show in the world.

Thursday, December 18, 2008


I don't know what to do!

I've heard many stories, but I'm still scared!

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Got me goin' stupid,

picking daffodils.

Last week and so far, so good.

Monday; skipped 1st period because I was really late. It was raining soo freaking hard. I felt like I was at freaking Soak City, dude. It was Andrew & Lilian's 17th so we went out for pho afterschoool. theeeeennn tastea and rofl the coffeee shop was certainly a highlight. & hm, tag/hide 'n seek (or hide 'n go seek, idk) @ target with Phillip, A, and L was a blast, gotta admit. Psh to Andrew and Phillip who scoffed at me in the car when I told them that I've always wanted to play h.'n.s at target.

Today; DID NOT RAIN, THANK GOODNESS. Lab test. I think I did fairly well. : ) then heavens, phillips house, & west mall for our mini photoshoot. i swear, I hope I got some good shots..

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Crocodile tears.

So this Christmas is going to be a tough one on us, economically speaking. This is the first year we're not giving much presents. Maybe one per person? but, no worries, I will get some things for my close friends. : ) So I realized that this Friday is Amy's pre-Christmas thing.... but my family planned to go to Balboa that weekend. so idk if I could make it! : ( Is there any chance of.. rescheduling? = ( I'm soooo sorry!

so I watched Wanted last night. Thank goodness for blu ray. <3 anyways, it was amazing. I really liked it! Kind of disturbingly grotesque though. It's okay : ) James McAvoy's really cute. Unfortunately, my ideal grandfather, Morgan Freeman, was the bad guy and I hated his character! One more week. Just one more. It's okay, I'll make it. I bet you it's going to be one hard fucking week. I could just smell the many tests and quizzes.

I want to sympathize for you, but I really, honestly can't.

I was surprisingly really bummed out over that. i just want to rub it in your face that he doesnt really want to go with you.. but I won't.

K, honestly guys.. I don't really like it when you ask about what I blog about. lol, i know I make things unclear, but I could understand it. But, KQ, you could ask me.. cause you always do anyways : )

Saturday, December 13, 2008

I can't believe

it's 3AM and I'm watching Jett Jackson: The Movie on disney channel

do you know how epic this is?! it's freaking bringing back memories for me :')

I'll pull an all nighter just for this.

PS: the dark knight was incredible. blu-ray made it loads better.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Pellegrino and raspberry syrup

I desperately want to go to AZ over the break. It's been a tradition of mine since I was 2, but eversince my uncle died in 2002, I haven't been able to bring myself to go. But I miss its emptiness, its peacefulness, the cacti, and the smell of dry, cracked red earth. I miss seeing those homes with rocks as their lawn and those infamous tacky lawn ornaments. I miss those stares white people give me as I walk around. Hey, it's not my fault that I'm Asian and their fashion is so two years ago. : ) I also miss the empty malls and Costcos; something incredibly rare in Cali. But I especially miss my aunt's old home. Everytime I smell Ralph Lauren's Safari, I think of her home, my only oasis in AZ's 100degrees+ weather.

Anyways. rofl : )
I'm so bloated. SO BLOATED. I feel like a balloon right now.
Bible study was gooood : ) i led the children's choir with "O Come, O Come Emmanuel". FREAKING AWESOME! they did sooo well! It was so... haunting. <3

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Let the claws come out

I'm really tired! my head feels really heavy and i think my sinuses are acting up. plus my throat is extremely sore. I spent the majority of my time working on my descriptive essay, totally neglecting what's due tomorrow and that quest in anatomy... It's hard, but fun, to be artsy fartsy in writing. I loveeee creative writing though : ).

Hm, I have one thing to say:
you're quite the psychotic bitch!
I'm so tempted to provoke you, but I won't >: )
Let the claws come out.

on a lighter note: I am diagnosed with winter-formal-dress-fever! There's this one site with the best, unique dresses! I don't want to say; it's like my secret site. teehee 'causeee my worst fear is going to formal with the same dress as someone else.

I'm infatuated with this dress. ahah!
+ I might make the skirt part a bit pooofier
& i'll make my date a lightning tie, teeheeeeeee

that is, if i get it

Sunday, December 7, 2008

I'm wearing

this to wf:

well maybe : )


Victoria, after Christmas, you will get yourself 5 of these things:

Mens' cardigans
cardigans with elbow patches
This game here:

A painted room
TMo G1
Saddle shoes
Fyre riding boots
A tiered WF dress + killer shoes to go with it
A WF ticket
or maybe a WF date : )
a new messenger bag
photoshop cs4
Monk seasons 1-6
a Wii, so you could buy that karaoke game
& we'll see

Saturday, December 6, 2008


I did the shadiest thing in the world! I feel horrible : ( When you told me you were going to ask him to formal, it did not process in my brain till yesterday!! I FEEL SO INCONSIDERATE! = ( donttttt even worry about it, 'cause I won't ask him! you go for it! I'm so sorry!

P's birthday was okay : ) I was so full after 2 damn slices. Man, all I was thinking about was my precious $16 bucks... Oh well. It was his night so it's kaaay. Highlights: a highly embarrassing pizookie accident : ) (amy!) , my "date" with hao, another highly embarrassing accident (but with water this time ahem-hao-ahem), and I can't remember any other "happenings".

so, kristine might not be able to come down for formal = ( I only wanted to go because she was supposed to! Siigh, it's 'kay. we shall save up for prom. Kristine! I miss ya! I NEED YOU TO COME DOWN TO SAVE ME FROM A CERTAIN PERSON. I know that if you're here, you wouldn't let me hang out with that person. (I swears, we need a code name)

you're annoying to me. I can't handle you anymore!
you're obsessed. chilllll a bit, yeah?
can't you tell?

Thursday, December 4, 2008

On the fence

To formal or not to formal? That is the question. I really like this year's theme: Vanity Fair. It's extremely creative! : ) I know whom I want to ask, but he's like "private property" if you know what I mean. I can't step on his premises. Rofl, so I have to ask for a ...sort of .. permission? ahah! I respect her way too much. I mean, she's like one of my closest friends. I hope she'll be okay with it. She better be honest with me. & I think I know how to ask him! hahah! Soooo, I want to enter the Sweethearts contest, but knowing Brian K's creativeness I might lose. haha, it's okay. I'll just do it anywayssss. Man, if Kristine's coming down, I HAVE to go. Like, there's absolutely no other option, but to go.

I'm on the fence about you. We had a past and I'll always care for you, but do I really want to go back to how I felt before? It was always you. Literally. It's not a bad thing, but honestly, I don't know. I want to move on to other guys just as you did with other girls. You're pretty confusing. I remember what I told you before, before we stopped talking. I said that everytime I start talking to you, I start liking you again. Is it possible that it's beginning to happen?

& you. I really like how you're pretty darn smart! It's a turn-on : ) Just like Brian said, you have this "aura" that motivates me to work harder in school. ROFL Just kiddding, of courseee.

So Phillip's birthday + his mailto:dinner@BJ tomorrow : ) Happy early!

hey, your wife wished you a happy birthday, too : )

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Rants and rambles

There's only two types of people in the world
The ones that entertain, and the ones that observe.
Well baby, I'm a put-on-a-show kinda girl
Don't like the backseat, gotta be first.
- Circus, by
Britney Spears

Today was a really good day. hahah, I just felt so happy today! Even my HORRIBLE lab grade did not phase me. the first 3 periods went by so slow, but the last three went by like a breeze. So Brian christened me with the nickname : Cleavage Master 3000. yeah, thanks man! I appreciate it : (

How funny. I never thought that would you think the same. oth :')

I will never be a homewrecker. I respect you way too much. I'm sorry you feel that way towards me, though.. I don't know what to do because I don't think I did anything wrong?

A part of me still beLieves when you, say you're gonna stick around
A part of me still believes we can, find a way to work it out
But I know that we tried everything we could try so let's just, say goodbye
I don't wanna dream about, all the things that never were
And maybe I can Live without, when I'm out from under
And I don't wanna feel the pain, what good would it do me now?
I'll get it all figured out, when I'm out from under. -

Sunday, November 30, 2008


I finally watched Twilight. It was okay. Honestly, I think I liked it because of Robert Pattinson. He was soo attractive and "brooding"! Unfortunately, his voice was horrific; he sounded like a chinese fob =/ the producers/director should of had him keep his British accent. it would be of been 100x sexier! I'm in love with his bedroom/lazy eyes. Very captivating! Man, I've liked him eversince he was Cedric Diggory in HP4, but no one seemed to agree. WHATEVER. =) At first I thought Kristin Stewart was too plain for Bella, but actually, she's really pretty! simple, but pretty. :) I really like her as an actress. Anyways, I've decided to finish the book and continue on with the series. Yes, I've joined the bandwagon..

So last night was incredibly hard for me :'( KQ went to go see the jonas brothers @ MGM. Oh how I wish I was there. Good thing, Steph was there to comfort me.. however when she realized that Kristine got in for free, she was sad, as well. Hardest night of my life!!! I swear, I will go see them. It's a self-promise. ROFL. Man, I think i can be so juvenile at times.

btw! Nip/Tuck's coming back! :)
you have 20+ hours worth of TV you need to catch up on.

Saturday, November 29, 2008


This weekend has been such a blast. Steph and I haven't had kesomakang time in FOREVER. so this weekend has brought back summer for us. i'm thankful that she's here. rofl

so black friday was a bust. i just bought 5 vnecks from pacsun. what I wanted = a leather jacket, boots, cardigans. =/ oh well I least i saved up! The sales were depressing but i went really late. like 1pm-ish rofl that probably explains why. bummmmer

so today: michael's and Twilight.

I'm extremely happy that Britney's back. I dont care that she aged. I still love her. Besides, it's natural; that's what pregnancy does to you!

one of my life goals is to go to one of her concerts :')

Thursday, November 27, 2008

KesomaKang once again

we haven't had one in foreverrrr
so fun, so fun ROFL.

some "photo ops" (in my backyard... and in my bathroom) :

Backyard Hooligans:

We couldn't resist:

Of course, it's all fake.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

a cult

I'm not fond of Twilight, but I'm quite fond of Rob Patz.

He is a beautiful man with this indescribable rugged-ness that I find incredibly irresistible.

Friday, November 21, 2008

"Would there be fashion without the opposite sex?"

I remember hearing this question somewhere and I don't know what to think of it.

I guess we tend to dress up and worry about clothing because of boys. We're always trying to impress.

But, fashion is an art, just like painting, writing, and sculpting.

ahha, I like to think about these things (:

So. Today's Gl's blood drive. And my arm ached the whole day.

Problem is...
I didn't donate.
Just the thought of needles and blood scared the living daylights out of me.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

"When she finally forgets you

- don't you dare remember her"

To 3 different people:

1) It's so weird now. I don't want things to happen.

.. I think you're thinking things that you shouldn't be thinking.
so, stop it! get it out of your brain!
I don't want this to jeopardize our friendship.

... okay maybe?

2) and as for you, why'd you have to go and do that for?
it's like you're mad at me for some reason.

or is it jealousy?

I shouldn't have told you.
How inconsiderate of me..
You don't talk about other girls.
ok, maybe you're not jealous.
but still, i shouldn't have done that.

I'm sorry.

3) I'm obviously still attached to you.
We don't have much in common and
we hardly keep up a good conversation.
so, I have two questions:
"Why do I care so much?" &
"What are you thinking?"

"Denial's a good thing for you, V.
It'll help you forget. " -SKang.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

"It's a luxury to worry" - Ms. Rose

It's finally a saturday. I'm up early to help prepare for the church thanksgiving. I know, why so early? thanksgiving is 2 weeks away! honestly, I have no idea.

so yesterday night was NOT fun. susie wasn't able to pick me up to go to steph's. so we couldn't go to the magic lamp. so i just stayed home. talked to kristine for an hour or so. then Jennifer Q. HAHAHHHAHAHA "BOOKSTACK" (that's his new name, k?) ahh, so funny. i love our talks. i hit the sack at like 11 or so. man, i'm such a homebody.

this week went by pretty fast considering the fact that i had two days off and that monday felt like a friday.

hm, while i was busy studying =P i heard the game on thursday was incredibly fun. oh how i regret not going, I WAS AT MY AUNT'S HOUSE, TOO. whateverrrrrrrrrs! =)

I finally talked to william after like what?? a thousand years. he's still the same. bugs me about hw and that 4.0 (which is impossible at this point). we had a good talk. helped me out with some things. ROFLL "trusts!"

anyways, idgaf anymore. i doesn't matter what went down. i'm not going to resolve it or figure out why. it's been biting at me for the longest time. but now, I shall forget =)

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

I'm currently obsessed with

Oral B's Professional Care 8850.
Although I do want the 9900
I have teeth-phobia,
I'm such a dork

I love

John Legend.

I would marry him..if I could.

Sunday, November 9, 2008


I love 2010, man! :) Homecoming was great!

ahem-ahem, WE TIED FOR FIRST. 2010 ftw
another headline breaking news: LQ WON THE HC GAME!

I thinkkkk all of those practices were (sort of) worth it. (: It feels great to be tied for 1st... although it would of been BETTER if we won. ;) but who cares! congrats to 09! they did awesome. aw heck, good job to '11 and '12 as well. :) Esp '11, they did super well. I was scared for my life when they performed.

Hc game highlights- well for one, we won. LQ FTW!!!
but kristine was there as well <3

Hmmm, saturday was fun. spent time with the furious 5 and a bunch of other kids. such a fattening day! pancakes for breakfast, pasta for lunch, pizza for dinner. + smoothies and cake. :( there's no justification for such gluttony.

still stuck. i won't give up or let go 'till i find out

Thursday, November 6, 2008



we shall dominate.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

I have a stalker and his name is Tam Le.
he literally scares the living daylights outta me.

i blame this all on Brian K. :( Thanks, man, thanks

Sunday, October 26, 2008

"Imitation is suicide" - Emerson

oh man, I am so tired! the only thing keeping me up right now is the heat.. and homework.

I finished reading and watching the Outsiders. I am officially in love with it. it's one of those rare books that really teaches a lesson. pretty inspirtational, man. I found all of the characters, both expressed through the book and the movie, simply attractive in some, small way. ;) leave it to me to fall in love with greasers.... rofl

i decided to join golf with jacque and pt. i'm excited! but i need to buy "golfing for dummies" ASAP.

tomorrow's school :[ bummer!
next saturday- amy's bday thing. hsm3!!!
homecoming is coming up.. that means more lip sync practice..
+ i need to go buy 50s clothing for the espanol project.

my head hurts just thinking about the busy-ness!

+ i need to return kristine's call

Wednesday, October 22, 2008


I'm dead tired! School is really taking a toll on me...and so is lip sync! Suchh a hasssle! There are days when you just want to go home and sleep.. but you can't! because of stupid lip sync!

Anyways, I have a love-hate relationship with this weather. I hate how it's so hot, but I love how it makes my hair all flat! It feels so manageable! teeeheeeeee

Today was an adventure. I walked all the way to and all around mile square with tommy+terry to watch the xc meet. so .. tedious! but very memorable.

So steph's going to polynorth this weekend. that kills all of our plans. :[ no HSM3??!?! how could ya?! ahah

i need a break.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Watercolors and oreos

I spent the day with my cousins. :) We started off by making breakfast burritos, then I did Hannah's hair and we all went out for lunch in Long beachhh.  I seriously miss being with them.  After lunch, we went to the Cabin and just spent the whole afternoon/evening watercolor-ing and eating oreos. We hosted a quick art show at the "Wrightwood Art Gallery" teehee (;

Soooo, hopefully I'll be getting an early birthday present. :) Kristine and I are (hopefully!) going to get beach cruisers togetherrrr. I want a bright red one to match my future cooper and motorcycle (with the sidecar, of course).  

Thursday, October 16, 2008

"try to realize it's all within yourself... one else can make you change,
and to see you're only very small
and life flows on within you and without you."
-george harrison

The week is coming to an end, thank goodness. So far, this week has been the most relaxingg, but at the same time, it's been stressful. Things are getting a lot harder. Math is nearly impossible and anatomy takes up so much time. oh and lip sync is slowly but surely getting a lot more hectic. dra-to the-ma.
but I keep sane.

updated with Kristine last night! I missss talking to her.. IN PERSON.

Soooo people should just keep things to themselves. If you really want to tell someone and you simply cannot keep it to yourself, then the least you could do is tell someone you really trust or if you can't trust anyone, then ... tell your dog. People's businesses are their own; there's no need to spread it around.

Don't take it personal. I just expected a lot more from you.

I'm sorry if I was "bagging" on you though.

... why do I expect so much from you?
I think it's because we were together and I don't want you to be like those other people. Kind of like a .. self -assurance? teehee, I don't know. I have my reasonssss.

wow, people are so harsh towards John McCain!! LOL

she's one lucky gal

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Delicious autumn!
My very soul is wedded to it,
and if I were a bird I would fly about the earth
seeking the successive autumns.

- George Eliot

It's getting colder. I'm so excited, but all things come to an end because on Tuesday, it's going to be like 90 degrees. Lame!

so this weekend was fun, but oh so shorttttt.
I<3sandiego. I went to this japanese store where everything was $1.50. man, they sure know how to sell quality things for cheap. Hung out with stephhh. I miss seeing her! oh yeah, I also got into a horrible fight with my mom because when we were about to buy stuff at Ulta, I realized I forgot my stupid giftcard so she basically went ballistic. I mean, don't get me wrong, I love my mom with all of my heart and we're pretty darn close, but i think she reached menapause or something because she has some serious bipolar issues. She can sometimes scare the living daylights out of me. Anywayssss, spent the rest of my evening watching the Law and Order: SVU marathon on USA. lolol I'm suchaaa homebody (:
Sunday.. or today- church, then HQ. took pictures (vvvv) & watched Surf's Up with my cousins. although it looks extremely lame, it's actually very cute..

In Mommy's Shoes
I loveee hannah <3

So schooolio tomorrow :( So depressing!
on a lighter note, LQ won another football game <333

I hate to say this..but Zacquisha is looking mighty fine (:

Friday, October 10, 2008

"I'd lie"

I love Fridays :) hanging outttt, chilling, and basically being able to finally breathe after one long week of school.

Just got back from being with Kang. I love Long Beach! althoughhh it's not as great as the good ol' SD. But yeah, I haven't been able to see her because of school and my lack of driving skills. Why don't these desperate times motivate me to take my permit test?! Am I that lazy?!Sheeesh.

oh, so Jojo Jam came to our school on Thursday. It was a disappointment, but in a way, I had fun. I mean, what do you expect? It was a free concert! I tried to be all hyped up, but no one around me was jumping up and down sooo I kind of .. stopped. Man! concerts are only fun if you're with the right people. I should of been with Stephanie, she's the type to get all pysched. teehee (: Overalll, I think I liked OBR the best. They had the best energy that wasn't lip synced...or "high".

I'm spending the rest of my night catching up on some missed TV episodes. I love the show Privileged. I think it's my new favorite show.

Why is that when you try to make an effort, nothing happens? Maybe you don't see who that person really is because you only saw the person you wanted them to be. What happens when the person you thought was a good friend, is the exact opposite? A fight did not occur, but there is obvious damage. All in all, how can you fix it?

Monday, October 6, 2008

"I aimed for the apple, but I got you instead"

It was worth a shot.
Now I know and now it's not killing me.

Is it a good thing?
sure, why not?

I'm glad it's over with.

c'est la vie

"I'm good at crossword puzzles, I'm not so good at people puzzles."

Debate tourny was alright. It was a learning experience. Oh man, I got so heated when they were interrogating me. Debate rounds really change you. Outside of the room, you're super nice and polite, but once you step in, you could be the meanest person alive. Then right after the last rebuttal, you're the sweetest person again. Jerri and I for sure won 1/6 rounds. We'll find out the rest of the results on Thursday. 1/6 is horrible! but, not bad for first timers? teeheee :) Our names were in the announcements, though! I guess that counts for something.

Last Friday was nicee. Went over to Stephanie's house, ate a little, then K, Steph, and I just sat at the island counter and talked. I miss those chats! I guess we didn't really "catch up" because Kristine knows everything about everything and everyone :) teeeheeeeee. It didn't seem like she was gone. Watched Sex and the City for a bit, then Kristine left. Man she left EARLY. I stayed till 9ish. I needed some sleep. Overall, I loveee my girls!

So, what is this? We're nothing to you? I can't believe you would tell us that you "don't have any close friends. " Whattta slap in the face. Sure things happened but 1) it's in the past and 2) it was UNINTENTIONAL. Close friends don't and shouldn't hold grudges. We care for you, we made the effort. It's your turn now.

"You find no man, at all intellectual,
who is willing to leave London.
No, Sir, when a man is tired of London, he is tired of life;
for there is in London all that life can afford."
- Samuel Johnson

Friday, October 3, 2008

Thank goodness it's Friday

Waiting around for my aunt to take me to Steph's. We're going to cook+whateverssss. I'm so happy Kristine's here! I've missed her so much. time to catch up and chiillllll.

The word "lag" is extremely common in my household.

School has been excruciatingly tiring. I feel like school is the "ball and chain" of my life. It's taking me down! progress reports are coming out, so that's a bummmer. Things are looking up, though. Grades are improving. Jojo jam is coming next Thursday (10/09/08)! That should be exciting!

Debate tourny tomorrow. I don't know if I'm exactly.. ready yet. So, I'm very nervous. I'll be out ALL day tomorrow.

Things are finally settled. I feel that everything is almost patched up. After Sunday, things will be looking up. :)

Take me to France