Thursday, April 30, 2009

takin' a breather

I need new dresses =) you know, for occasions. MUAHAHHA, amy should know ; )
k, back to studying. toodles!

Friday, April 24, 2009


today was just so emotional for me. i think i felt everything in the "emotions" book. i was happy, tired, sad, exhausted, annoyed, blahhh, kooky, disappointed, jealous, mad, etc etc. i know mother nature is going to pay a visit soon, but still.. what a roller coaster!

it's the best friend syndrome. i'll always be the friend. i've kept silent about it, but i think it escalated to a whole new level. Thanks Amy. =) I think you calmed me down. (I would put a heart here, but Blogspot goes apeshit with weird symbols so * less than three * ROFL) So, I'm going back to hibernation, I'm not going to do or say anything. It's probably impossible anyways; too many factors in the way.

I've been roaming around
Always looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach

You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

And all you know
And how you speak
Countless lovers undercover of the street

You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

Off in the night
While you live it up
I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shape the poet and the beat

I hope it's gonna make you notice
Someone like me

i love the kings of leon at the moment.

Thursday, April 23, 2009


you're kinda annoying...
i mean. i was fine with it in the beginning but then OMG. YOU WOULD NOT LEAVE ME ALONE. please, please please please just.. stop. it's getting old. there's no DEPTH TO ANYTHING.

it's my fault. i let it get this far..................

i should stop chasing pavements.
it's gettin' me nowhere.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

today is so boring that this blog does not even deserve to have a title.

i want to go to coachella tomorrow. = ''''(

lineup sounds amazing:
yeah yeah yeahs
lupe fiasco
lykke li
and more.

m.i.a's performing today.

so far so good

sheee's hot!

i really want to dye my hair, esp. my bangs, this color.

post spring break week = TIRING. but very eventful, actually! thanks to hao, and the rest of the 2010 officers, i was able to host the prom nominee assembly and the prom fashion show! it was... exhilarating and i'm possssibly trying out for assemblies next year? (gahaha, don't judge, don't judge) we shall see, though.

so i'm here at the Cabin. With Stephanie. .. and Christie.. and Richard. What a sleepover. WEEKEND KILLLLER. i miss kesomakang time! =''''(

you're the first one since the last one.
I'm learning the tricks all over again.
but, I'm too prideful..

Monday, April 13, 2009

john mayer

Don't know why Tori came by

But I could see by the look in her eyes

Tori'd been driving round the town for awhile

Playing with the thought of leaving

Don't know why Tori just smiled

Mentioned something about how you were right

Must have been hard to see through the tears she was hiding

She said, I might not be seeing him soon,

Got a few things I've been waiting to do.

i kindaa love john mayer at the moment. i hang onto his every word and lyric. beee yooo teee fulll stuff. and it also helps that one of his songs is titled "victoria".

jt + kate moss + marc jocobs?!

Sunday, April 12, 2009

before i go upstairs

i'm really tired.
i'm really sad.
spring break is over....

friday and saturday were so fun! =)

10-6: shopping with amy, first time on the bus, haha! then went back to HQ and stephanie k came over right after i called her to come over. she's pretty much awesome. ate dinner with the fam, watched slumdog millionaire ( i swear, i'm going to write a post dedicated to this movie), went to the Cabin. i swear, steph and i just caught up with things and talked about our heartthrobs.. thehehehehe.

COOKED ALL DAY. steph and i made fish tacos. ok, maybe it wasn't all day. but it sure felt like it. ironed a massive amount of baptismal robes for church. i did her hair. went out for sushi for my aunt's bday at this little mom and pop sushi restaurant. went back to HQ to have some cake and ice cream. then finally back to the cabin to back cupcakes for richard's birthday. (i swear, there has to be a baking committee for bdays at church) stayed up till 2 mourning over the fact that miley went to lunch with nick jonas....

love thatttt girlllll

steph's sleeping over next weekend. SHOPPING, FINALLY.

i saw where it took me.. and it took me no where. thank you for snapping me back to reality.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

spring awakening

i love hannah and esther way too much for my own good, you know?
got my hurrrr did as you can see up here^^ (please disregard my stupid smile and my "hand-on-chin" thing)  loooks the same, really. bangs are shorter.  i applaud my hairdresser as she replicated Vanessa Hudgens' hair pretty well.  problem is, i cannot pull off "front" bangs very well. epic fail.

i feeel bad.  my mom took today and tomorrow off to spend time with me, but i made plans with amy already.  welll! it's not my fault that my family kept on changing plans on me.  she was a little upset when she drove me down to the salon. 

break is coming to an end.  =( de presss ing.

xo, vkd.

.... but we'll see where it takes me. 

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

spring fling!

break is going by so fast. one week is just not enough! too many things to do =( i feel that I have to plan everything to its exact minute. i want to make time for everyone!! ok. so let me plan in this blog. Okay.
i spent time with my mom on Monday.
tuesday, with cousins.
wednesday, _____. (someone, call me so i could fill this day up! )
thursday, LA with mom and susie.
friday, with amy.
saturday, with church kids.
sunday, HOMEWORK + church (easter celebration thing)

blah. so busy. I just want to sleeep! speaking of which, i'm really tired right now.

today. spent time with my cousins. they're so silly-billy. went to costco to develop photos, ran around, ate samples. park, gosh i hate the park sometimes.. there was this lady wearing liquid/leather leggings and she was running after her son around the playground in heels. it was so funny, i took a picture of her. ahha i kept following her with my phone till i got the perfect shot and sent that pic to amy.

my hair is ridiculously full of split ends!!!! it's so brittle. if you run your fingers through my hair, my hair would rip. =( cannnot wait for my haircut. maybe i'll go on thursday after LA. my mom could take me.

*********** spring break is wearing me out. =)

& i think you're making me forget about S. hehehhehehhehehe! that's a good thing!

Monday, April 6, 2009


Such an old pic. but priceless gowns.

sick shoes and shorts

shoes! jumpsuit!

Sunday, April 5, 2009

spring listening

Bat For Lashes - Daniel
Rye Rye - Bang
Mandy Moore - I Could Break Your Heart Any Day of the Week
Demi Lovato - Behind Enemy Lines
Silversun Pickups - Panic Switch
The Lonely Island - Like a Boss =)
Nelly Furtado - Try
Sia - Breathe Me (oldie, but amazingly goodie)

i kinda want to go to bamboozle, but i realize that it was yesterday. =( but then i checked the set list for 04/04 and i am now okay and i guess I didn't miss much. but then the may 2nd one looks good (although it's in NJ). the lineup seems pretty rad. no doubt, demi, 30h!3, push play, THE SOUNDS LMFAO, shawzye... ok. thats like 7 out of 30 bands.

Saturday, April 4, 2009


what a nice saturday. =) thank goodness there's no SAT practice test. my uncle's here from Utah, so we took him to SD to eat. then dropped him and my dad off at home. Mom and I went to the mall. just a chill mother-daughter day. i really cherish these rare shopping trips. my mom and i hardly go out, just us two. so it was precious =) got some things for myself and hannah at the gap, rings from f21.

went to macy's, got my makeup done, and picked up dear john and that gal:

I swear by this facial creme.

This thing works well! V


posie tint: $28

creaseless creme eyeliner in flatter me: $19
you rebel, $30.
I don't understand why makeup is so expensive.
it's alright. i'll live without it.

what i learned today:
1) my mother is so sacrificial. sometimes i don't give her enough credit and bash her everytime i don't get what i want or when she's really mean. honestly, i think she acts the way she does because i don't pay her enough respect. i don't listen to her at all sometimes. then she releases her anger and then i get mad and the whole situation gets sour. but she spends so much on me. she would rather buy things for myself and hannah than herself. i felt really bad, but she insisted. i love my mom and i need to learn to show it.

So I'm sitting here with Ma watching High Noon on Lifetime. Ehehehe =) These Nora Roberts specials are addicting!

Thursday, April 2, 2009

on a note

i want to take some things bacK.
i'm glad we talked, it made me want to cry.
i loveee you and i miss you, i really do.

friendships are flawed and they have their road blocks.

i'm so glad we worked it out. :')