On the fence

To formal or not to formal? That is the question. I really like this year's theme: Vanity Fair. It's extremely creative! : ) I know whom I want to ask, but he's like "private property" if you know what I mean. I can't step on his premises. Rofl, so I have to ask for a ...sort of .. permission? ahah! I respect her way too much. I mean, she's like one of my closest friends. I hope she'll be okay with it. She better be honest with me. & I think I know how to ask him! hahah! Soooo, I want to enter the Sweethearts contest, but knowing Brian K's creativeness I might lose. haha, it's okay. I'll just do it anywayssss. Man, if Kristine's coming down, I HAVE to go. Like, there's absolutely no other option, but to go.

I'm on the fence about you. We had a past and I'll always care for you, but do I really want to go back to how I felt before? It was always you. Literally. It's not a bad thing, but honestly, I don't know. I want to move on to other guys just as you did with other girls. You're pretty confusing. I remember what I told you before, before we stopped talking. I said that everytime I start talking to you, I start liking you again. Is it possible that it's beginning to happen?

& you. I really like how you're pretty darn smart! It's a turn-on : ) Just like Brian said, you have this "aura" that motivates me to work harder in school. ROFL Just kiddding, of courseee.

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So Phillip's birthday + his mailto:dinner@BJ tomorrow : ) Happy early!

hey, your wife wished you a happy birthday, too : )